March 2012
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Mind vs. Heart.
Sometimes things come along that you’re forced to choose between. Most of the time your conscience is there to guide you on the right path, but other times your heart’s emotions get in the way and it may, sometimes, push you towards the wrong decision. So, I’ve been thinking about things a lot lately.. and it’s affecting me differently every time. One minute I’ll be...
February 2012
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"Getting your hopes up."
I always seem to be doing that to myself. Sometimes for the most foolish things Sometimes for the most impossible things. And I don’t know why I’m always hung up on things that will likely never come to be. I guess I’m easily convinced when I tell myself “maybe it can happen?” Am I really that optimistic? Just by telling myself that, I get my hopes up.. and for what?...
It's funny isn't it?
ahriztheasian:
How a person that seems to be very happy is hiding a sadness behind the smile that is being shown.
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Guts.
I wish I had the guts to say anything and everything that ever crossed my mind. I’ve let it build up inside me to the point where it’s hard to breathe and I can’t even say anything at all. Sure, talking about it to other people is simple and easy.. but when it comes down to facing the person I want to say it to, my thoughts run scared and everything I told someone else completely...
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Weird situations.
My friend was definitely right when she told me that. And she is still right to this day. Somehow I always find myself in the oddest of situations ever. Like, how did I end up here? What am I doing with these people? Don’t get me wrong, I love helping people out when I can, but when the situation starts moving along and things start developing.. it gets tougher to deal with. I just...
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Tangled.
Things are changing.. for the worse. And I don’t like it. I’m getting involved with one too many things. One too many people. I’ve always been open to anyone who actually wouldn’t mind to spend their time around me, but the thing is, there’s a problem with that. Once it’s gotten to the point where you’re caught up with so many people in your life,...
WORST FEELINGS:
fuckyeahjp:
Crying yourself to sleep
Being ignored
Watching the person you love, love someone else
Knowing someone`s falling out of love with you
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"I just want you to be happy.."
That one sentence means a whole lot to me. Everyone has their own opinions, but this shows a lot of care in it. I think everyone deserves a chance to be happy. Damn, I wish I had someone that would tell me this. I’m such a great best friend for saying this to you. You best believe it.
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So, tomorrow's..
the last day of this much appreciated five-day weekend away from school.. and I’m spending it at school. Really? As much as I don’t like it there, I always seem to be there, even when I don’t have to be. -______-
Everyone takes my kindness and my niceness for...
ayeeitskeanu:
Watch when it’s gone. Don’t you dare fucking question where the “old” me went. The “old” me never left. The “old” me grew up. I’m done with having all that shit taken for granted. I’m sick of it.
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Single.
Being single isn’t a bad thing, and I want you to know that. Instead of spending your time trying to better the relationship part about yourself, look on the bright side of the single life. I don’t want you to feel bad about anything because you did absolutely nothing wrong. If resentment was really the reason why I ended things, I would not want us to stay friends— and we will...
Anonymous asked: i never get to say this but you're handsome. just saying.
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Senior Ditch Day.
Well, today did not go as planned. Not at all. I really wanted to go rock climbing.. but all I did was sleep in. And it’s a long weekend? Gee, aren’t I going to have fun doing nothing. I need to get out more. I need a better social life.
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A Voice.
People tend to not take you seriously when all you do is say it. Even when you say, “No, I’m serious.” There has to be some physical gesture in order for them to get the picture. You can never just say something and get it across someone. Not until the action shows will they understand. You can talk all you want when all it is, is your mouth moving. Not everyone gets affected by...
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Changes.
Starting tomorrow, I seriously need to cut down on junk food; only a little to none. Things get serious tomorrow. And it’s the first day of Professional Mondays? Gotta dress up all nice to school every Monday from here on out.. really. Looking nice will put me in a better mood about Mondays? (Haha.) Oh, the perks of being a leadership student.
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Our Experience.
So, I had to write a sonnet for my English class today. We had to write about some sort of experience that we’ve gone through or is still currently going through, and of course, I would choose to write about you. And afterwards, we had to write about how we felt about our experiences, if we thought it was difficult or easy.
The experience that I’m going through is a bit of both,...
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More involved.
I really need to get more involved.. socially anyways. I feel like I shy away from things that I wanna do, but why? Is it because I’m stuck doing the same thing over and over again? Why limit myself? Everyone is clearly having a lot more fun being involved with other things to do. I shouldn’t be so dependent on just one thing to make me happy. There’s a lot of stuff out there...
right here right now: I want to sleep with you, in... →
jk-h:
I want to sleep with you, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. I don’t know, I guess something about being able to synchronize our breathing to our own heartbeats really attracts me to the idea. I’d love to fall asleep to the sound of your voice and the smell of your hair. If I had my way,…
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Tomorrow's Monday..
but I sure hope this week goes by fast. I know thinking about it will only make the week feel like it’s going by slower and slower each day, but it’s definitely going to be all that is on my mind this week. I can’t wait to spend this weekend with you..
